Me & My Small Eyes

2012-01-02T19:38:00.004+08:00

While many may just say out their new year resolution and not actually achieve it, i try my hardest to achieve mine. Atleast thats what i think. Well, according to my last year resolution, i only managed to score 2 out of the few i listed, get into SIM and have a go at a marathon. i didnt go for a full marathon coz i realised it was just silly to try and achieve that in a year.

Well, this year i decided to lower my expectations. Looking back, i see that i could probably achieve 2-3 goals that i set myself to. With that in mind, i lay down the 2-3 Goals.

1) Run a half marathon (already signed up)

2) Achieve inner peace, more from a religion point of view.

3) See my six pack for the first time.

As you can see( if there's even anyone reading), Its pretty much balanced. A little bit of physical stuff, mental stuff and spiritual stuff. Its going to be tough, that i can assure.

Well, since nobody's reading. I thought i would post my workout updates like maybe once a week. I tried once a few month or years back but it didnt last. Hopefully, i'll last atleast till my six packs shows up.

Here's a before picture to anyone who want to have a laugh at.

See ya!

2011-06-04T02:36:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blogged.Well, lets just say, i got something to bitch about.

A colleague of mine just "warn" me, saying that people are starting to talk behind my back.
Saying things like i may seem nice in front of the person but is bitchy behind him.
Well, I wont deny that.

Lets put it this way. I have my own opinion of people and i just don't wish to share them or more like i share it with the right people. So, when i'm out with 'A', I'll just agree to whatever he says abt 'B'. vice versa. I cant be bothered about other's opinion. I make my own decision, I decide whether that person is a good person to hang out with.

Coming back the people who were talking about me. Now, my colleague even said something about them having thoughts of walloping me. HA HA HA. Looks guys, If its just gonna be words then you might as well dont say it. Anyway, you're doing just what i'm doing, being nice infront of me and being an ass behind me. So whats the different?

If the truth ever come out of my mouth. Its never going to be nice thing. Reason cause i dont know you well enough. People tend to see the bad side of people more often. So if you hear me saying bad stuff about you, dont worry, its not a finalised opinion. Its merely a getting to know you phase. If you hate me, so be it. I'm not here in this world to please you. Only HIM. and i'm still figuring that out. So until then, i shouldnt put much attention on humans, just a lil.

2011-03-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

Its confusing yet i dont mind it.

Somehow it reminds me of the friendship/relationship i had with Jennie. She treated me as a bff and we ended up where we are now. This is not much different. Except that I'm treated as a brother. Where really am I in your heart?

2011-03-19T10:40:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I'm in a confused state right now. I'm pretty sure i have a thing for this whom i've known for quite a while, a long while. Just that i somewhat feel that i'm not good enough for her,yet. Not "Not good" enough looks wise or money wise or anything material for that matter of fact but more of spiritually.

I've never met someone, a girl, who looks beyond what I've done before. She sees me in a new light. My mistakes are not seen as mistakes, to her she takes it that I'm just not aware of it. She corrects it. If only I have the guts to tell her, I think i like you.

If i dont make this move soon. I think it'll be only be a friendship.

2011-03-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

I'm not exactly that happy right now.

2011-02-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine posted me a very common yet tough question. She asked which is more important to me, Love or Money.

To be frank, It takes a combination of both to make one truly happy. Those who chose only love are either deceiving themselves or they truly are satisfied with what they have. Those who chose only money, probably thinks that money could buy anything.

If there was a gun pointed to my head and i had to choose between money or love. I would still go with money. No, I'm not materialistic, just being realistic. Let's face it, money gets you almost everywhere. It can even buy you love. Yes, that person may not love you for who you are but honestly, are you representing who you are on your first date? Every guy will try their best to impress the other party. The girls will strut everything out should she be interested in that guy. So are you falling for that person for who she is? No.

Money, to me is just a tool to increase your chance of finding a partner. Love on the other hand, I would say something predestined my God.

Love also comes in many other form. Some love their parent so much that anything that is asked of them by their will be fulfilled. Some love their pets so much that they make sure the receive the best food, vet and treatment. Love, i think is something you should start from within you. Fill yourself up with love and when you have loved yourself so much, it spills over and out of you. Only then will you show love to those around you.

wanlep

2010-12-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

While many are busy preparing for Christmas, I chose to sit down and think about what I want to try and achieve next year. Well, I came up with a short list, something manageable.

1) Lose weight
2) Pick up guitar
3) Get into SIM
4) Learn a new sport, maybe inline skate

That's more or less it. Its not a whole lot but that's cause I'll have school to keep me busy.

Thinking back, this year has been rather kind to me. It was the end of NS life which I miss. I got my driving license. I got a great first job. The only thing i didn't achieve was doing a marathon. Well, its not that i don't want to do it, its just that I keep having this recurring pain on my feet and its pretty bad. Anyway, the thought of running for over 5hrs, scares me.

Looking forward, I really hope I get into SIM. I guess its my first step towards a brighter future. It may not guarantee it but its worth the try. My goals and ambitions have took a turn. Priorities have changed and I must do something about it.

Happy New Year (:

2010-12-05T21:07:00.003+08:00

How often have you seen people put their "want" list or "want to do" list but never actually got it done? The most common reason i suppose most would come out with is the lack of time. Is it true? Or are we just chasing after something that we feel is much more important?

The working adults will blame work, the students blaming on classes, mums' blame on hectic kids, etc. Say i ask you to take 30min a day out of your time to learn something knew, can you do it? yeah, i sound like a commercial. But hey, seriously, i think people are not trying to live life. Once you hit the working world, you sold your life to the devil.

You're like a working robot! You wait for weekends to break free from a paid prison. Weekends to some is the time to party. Those with family, its a time to spend time with them, when their kids are still a toddler. Once they ht secondary school, getting hold of them will be much more tougher. Weekends will be a time to...watch tv.

So, before that time of yours arrive where you have to handle kids, i thinks its good to achieve what's written is your "want" list. Think back deep and ask yourself what things have you always wanted to try but never really got a chance to do it. Use that spare cash and channel into that thing you want to do.

For now, i can strike off one item from my "want" list ; Learn a musical instrument. I had my first lesson today and i swear it is painful. On a side note, I'm still far from my goal of running a marathon. I might downscale that goal. Haha.

Jeng! Jeng! Jeng!
(:

2010-10-30T07:09:00.003+08:00

Life has been pretty good. There has been some interesting event tho. I drove about 2 weeks ago and it sure hell was fun!! The first problem i faced was parking hahaha. Its so much easier doing it in circuit. Outside its more of gut feeling and u kinna do it ur way. Luckily i managed to figure it out so it wasnt that bad. Became the family's chauffeur for 2 days. Had to drive my mum and aunts to the market and sending them back home in the morning and then proceeded to my cousins birthday chalet later in the afternoon.

Work has been pretty alright. A whole bunch of nice people is there. I only hope this is the right move. Anyway, went to Universal Studio during a company event. I took a couple of lousy shots but here it is!

There's more pics you can check out my fb or sumting if u wanna have a look.

Enjoy your life people! (:

3hrs of pool for 7bucks!!

2010-10-10T20:11:00.003+08:00

How do you get that? First, you got to set out bait. Go to pool hall alone. Get a table. go hit some balls. Miss a few easy shots. Act as if you're practicing some drills. Ta Da!!

Well, i didn't really did that. If was rather, coincidental, i was actually only intending to hit a couple of balls for about an hour. When a dude approached me for a game. I'm always up for games, doesn't matter if i lose or win, its part of the game.

So, i ended up playing for 3hrs of pool for free! haha. had 3 races to 5 and i won all three. Its been some time since i had a competitive match. Got that blood rush and nervousness that i havnt had for a long time.

On to some thing different. Some had asked me why am i not looking for a partner. Well, there's 2 part to this question. One is more of personal ambitions and the other slants slightly towards religious.

Lets touch on the personal side. I have yet to achieve alot of my ambitions. No, I'm not talking about money and getting wealthy. Some people have a list of things they want, i do have one but thats secondary, I do have things i wanna try out and achieve. Like, do a marathon or be a volunteer in some kind of charity work. After i read "Three cups of tea" i do think that i can alot more. Having a partner, will be unfair to that person. I'll probably have not much time to spend with her.

The other part of the reason is kind of like a sub part of the first part. A good husband would be one that could lead the wife to walk the path of god. I'm not even walking that path, let alone be near it. I dont think i could lead just yet.

Some might say that you'll learn along the way. Its tough for me to live on those kind of words. I plan. I'm sure you've heard, those who fail to plan, fails to plan. I sort of live by that.

On the smelly side, milk and me do go very well. I'll go on a farting frenzy!

2010-09-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

Today's topic of bitching? Insurance.

Insured comes from the word, sure. To be insured is to be sure that in the case of any unforeseen circumstances you are being paid for your loss.

Insurance targets people's insecurity. The loss of life and the loss of basic abilities. Loss of life is something that we cant control or know off. So getting that insured is just merely helping your love ones go through the tough time.

The loss of basic ability is something rather subjective. I asked a friend of mine, who shed me some light on this whole insurance thing, "what are the odds of me getting hospitalised?". No answer. Reason being, the odd are different for different people. A man in his 40's, overweight,doesnt exercise but has no current ailments is probably someone i would recommend getting insured. He could fall sick real soon. A man in his 20's who loves outdoor activities and is very active is sports would be another person i would recommend getting insured. He might get himself injured or permanently disabled from his activities. Me? I exercise every now and then, I play pool, run a little. I dont play any "rough" games. I dont really play soccer. So what does being insured really do for me?

I'm not condemning the whole insurance thing. It is a good thing IF you have the extra cash. They always say, "what if one day you become disabled?". The thing is they didnt continue the question. "what if one day you become disabled, would you be sitting around and do nothing or do something about your disability so as to live your life as normally as possible?". see the difference?

Insurance targets peoples insecurity. So think before you get one.

2010-09-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

Its been the best week, if not month for me yet! I know this came a little late but who gives a damn. This month lots of things happened for me (wonders if there's more). I finally officially ORD on the 8th September 2010 and i've gotten my pink ic back!! haha. Its no biggie actually.

A few days after that glorious day, Hari Raya came. A month of celebration but of course we dont really do that. I still get "Green" packets. Usually teens of my age dont get any due to the fact that we are already considered adults. Not does it matter much anyway. Its usually one of the few moments i get to see my niece(s) and cousins. Love those little brats! *Which is the reason why my mum think i'll do great as a teacher.*

A day after Hari Raya, I got my driving licence! Test went pretty smooth. A few close shaves in the circuit but in the end i pulled through. I didnt mind the need to stay back to watch some stupid video on driving safely, I dont think my mind was even there looking at the video. haha!

A few days after celebrating Hari Raya, I landed myself a job. Its contract based but hey, keeps me occupied for the time being. Hopefully I turn to permanent staff soon.

Way before my first pay i have already spent quite a sum on some "needed" item. Got myself an Ipod Nano, an X-mini speaker which performs superbly and a second hand headset which will be available to me on Saturday. There's plan to get my PC up and running by end of the month. We'll see how it goes.

Friday i'm meeting my 2 beautiful Financial Consultant. What a way to end the tiring week. hahah. I guess God has been rather nice to me lately, everything seems to have fallen in place nicely. Hopefully, I'm able to face it when storm comes around. (:

2010-09-09T11:32:00.002+08:00

Busy week ahead!! Hari Raya is around the corner. I was busy with baking cakes, cleaning my room and weaving the "ketupat" - something not a lot of the newer generation knows. Then there's the job interview, I have 2 interviews on Monday. If both are offering me the job i swear i have no idea which one to choose. What ever it is, hopefully i make the right decision.

I got a bit of bitching to do. Neighbours. Frankly speaking, i don't think many Singaporeans actually know their neighbours well. I am not surprised, I think its good enough that I say hello or just a mere nod when i do see them. Expecting me to go up and shake their hands, well that depends i suppose. Just, who the heck are they to say i'm a snobbish person? just cause i dont go up to them to shake their hand?

Yes, i should get to know them better. BUT come on...get this young chap break. This is one of the few reason why i dont like my own race. They judge people way too quickly.

Oh well, Live and let live i suppose.

Mummy's boy

2010-09-03T20:09:00.004+08:00

I swear i am one. To be honest, most of my critical decision are made by her. Though i did give her a piece of my mind, i somehow go for her choice. Maybe its out of respect. Maybe its out of fear. Maybe, its just that i trust that her decision would be better.

Secondary School

I wanted so much to go to Damai Secondary School with the mindset that its a much better school and less gangster (haha!). I ended up landing in a school of her choice, Bedok North Secondary School. I dragged my feet to school, thinking that i'm too good for the school. BUT i was wrong, i met a lot of dedicated teachers and friends whom i still keep in touch till now (:
My mum even helped me choose my CCA!! gosh. She wanted me to be NCC. I was undecided, i wanted to join either choir or IT club LOL! I'm glad i chose NCC. I would have walked the path of a geek if i had chose IT club. Though i still am little bit of that.

Polytechnic

The ONLY time where i get to live life the way i wanted. I regretted it. I skipped school. I didnt did as well as i did while i was in secondary school. I was "wild". I went against all of my mum's request; not to join pool team, to go to class and not to have any rs ( she's afraid it might take up too much of my study time). How i wish i could turn back time.

Current

Well, I'm job hunting right now. She had been pestering me to be a teacher since i was in secondary school. I've got a feeling i might just go towards that path. In fact, i'm in the midst of planning doing just that. I just need something to keep me afloat until the registration for teaching starts. I'll be waiting for the day kids goes "Good Morning Mr Ridwan!" and my students calling me from afar "Cher! Cher!"

2010-09-02T05:21:00.003+08:00

Sometime i just don't understand people's extreme emotion. i understand if it happen at the spur of the moment or during a specific occasion but having it through out the year? You don't see girls getting super happy and still in a state of disbelief after getting engaged with the man she loved for a whole year. She'll be happy maybe for a week or two and start planning the next step.She'll move on.

I don't get those who have so much angst against others. Yes, that person may have made the mistake but cant they just forgive and move on? Time and time again they'll mention about them somewhere and just have this utter disgust for them.

The only one left for them, will be those who have the same mindset. Those who thinks that people deserve to be told what is exactly on their mind. If they hate them, they'll let you know. Some thinks that being nice doesn't pay. When you do good things, you're not suppose to expect anything back. Isn't that how its suppose to be? If you're doing good things for a reason then its no longer good deeds. Its just something you do with an ulterior motive.

Same goes to those emo people. They faced one HUGE hurdle and that's it. Its the end of their life. Its that how much they can take? Just one huge hurdle. They'll fall hit the ground and their life ends there. FML. That's all they say. I didn't even know that word exist till a friend of mine keep posting it on Facebook.

I mean seriously, does your life sucks that bad? If i were to ponder about my life, i think i'll probably have a worst off life then those who hails "FML!" every now and then. I dont really give a hoot about things that have been done, that's how i move forward. Don't ponder on the past,focus on the present then you can move forward to the future.

2010-09-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

Finally!! the day that i've been waiting for so long has arrived. Finally, i'm a free man again. ((:

Yesterday was my last shift with the best bunch of people around. The laughter, the stupid stuff we do, the times we get caught for doing ridiculous stuff, all those great stuff wont just go away just like that. I'll definitely miss the team.

ORD OH!!

2010-08-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

Life have never been so hectic. I've never had to think about so much stuff (future work,resume,my wants,my spoilt computer). There's probably more that i have to think about. Hopefully, everything arranges itself perfectly.

2010-08-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

Baked some Marble Cake yesterday and now half is already in someone's stomach. Definitely not in mine this time a round. I had only 2 big pieces of it. Maybe Hari Raya will be the time i earn some tiny bit of cash. hahaha. Pictures away!!

Kinna forgot to take the pictures before cutting it up. It didnt exactly went all smooth, the cake kinna got stuck to the pan. Hahaha. must have not greased it enough.

((:

2010-08-01T17:43:00.003+08:00

While my mum,dad and my 2 sis decided to go JB to just hang out and eat.I decided to bake something. Well, there isnt any food at home anyway. Blueberry muffins! here's some pics.

Well, they actually turned out fine. Though i'm not exactly a fan of blueberries, maybe i'll try banana with choc chips some other time. Enjoy! (:

2010-07-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

today was the closest i went face to face with death. i went for a run at about 830pm, ran from my place all the way down to sheng shiong. The problem was that i didnt drink that much before the run or throughout the whole day for that matter. All i had was a glass of plain water.

As i came to a stop at the bus stop, i felt giddy.Similar feeling i had when i was in camp during the first few days of training. i didnt take it too seriously but then it didnt stop, the nausea feeling and all. so i went to the nearest seat available and sat down. It became worst. My breathing started to deepen, i'm starting to lose vision. I stood up, thinking it would make it better,wrong. It came to a point where i couldnt see much,it was black and white and i couldnt make out what the thing was until it was maybe 1meter close.

I started walking. Hoping that my unsteady walking would attract somebody's attention and maybe help me out. Everyone seems to be either too busy or just didnt see that i needed help. Then i remembered that there's a clinic nearby and said to myself that maybe i can receive help there. I walked through the place being careful not to hit anyone or anything,trying to keep myself awake.

Lucky for me, I somewhat regain my consciousness once i was in front of the clinic. I walked towards 7-11 right in front to get myself a drink.

I may be lucky this time. I hope i dont have to go through this again. Drink up people!

stop being an emo kid shit! Suck it up and move on!!

2010-07-28T12:09:00.002+08:00

I dont get people who are 24/7 emo/sad. Its not like other people are not facing difficulties also right? Some are sad that people are treating them badly. Suck it up! see from their point of view as to why they think u're bad, make some changes and move on! You want the atention? go plan some outing or watever with a couple of friends. Dont expect them give time JUST for you. If i can at times not go to wherever my mum wanna go due to the certain circumstances (inform late, last minute palnning, etc) i dont see why i shud give my time exclusively to you. My point is, there are solutions to everything its whether u wanna face it.

I chose to avoid certain prob, my tummy issue. forever i'll be complaining about it. I chose to avoid my problem about telling my work colleague that i have broken up with samantha. what happen? I had to lie for about 3mth before i told them that i actually had broken up with her. Face the problem and move on!! dont let it linger.

How special you are

2010-07-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

There's 6 Billion people living on this planet we call Earth.
There's 7 continents spreading over it.
There's 195 country.

What are the odds that 2 people just happen to be in the same continent,in the same country,goes to the very same school/company that you go to and ends up being a friend or that special someone? Its a miracle.

2010-07-07T11:18:00.002+08:00

i think i can officially call myself debt free!! haha. I've never been debt free since Poly. Forever borrowing money from my dear sino and paying up when my pay comes. Forever owing people when i need to feed my hunger for pool. Its a bad habit but i guess i just wasnt disciplined enough to know my spending power.

Now, i am actually saving. For the first time i can actually go out and not really think about whether i have enough to last the month. Financial freedom bebeh!! The highest amount i ever owed was $400. It actually snowballed due to my so called love for her at that moment. I even lied when she saw a text msg about a guy asking me for his $100 as he needed it urgently. I owed 4 different person $100 each! can u imagine that. To think that the rs ended rather abruptly just brings me to think did i deserved that. Anyway, that aside. Instead of being all sad about that incident, i took it on myself to take it as a learning experience. Not for the failed rs but the part where i owed that much of an amount.

I use to plan on how i'm gonna spend every penny to amke ends meet. Now, i plan on how i can cut down certain things to save up more.

Spend wisely people. (:

2010-06-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a blast! Had supper at Simpang Bedok with the Mr and Ms Policeman. I think everyone enjoyed themselves.

Today i had my last few driving pracs, it was very smooth sailing i must say but there's still room for improvement. Had a short session of unicycling, i'm now able to peddle alil more consistently now. My target, to cycle around the neighbourhood by July then hopefully cycle down to east coast park.

Counting down to my GST Offset package!! ((:

2010-06-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

Work was alright today, was teaching some new guy on how to do a particualr thing. Anyway, work a side. Its kinna boring to talk about it anyway.

For one, my mum thinks its a waste of time that i get a unicycle. gah! forever not getting support from her. Lucky for me, my dad in some way supports it. I think he finds it cool if i'm able to ride it. In fact, he was trying it out yesterday but he was rather hesitant to get both feet off the ground despite the fact that he was holding on to something. hehe. Maybe one day i could teach him how to ride it.

TP test is drawing near. This means i need money!! I do have my reserves but dont wish to touch that. Hopefully the GST offset i'm getting coming july would help alleviate some of the burden. If god willing, i could find myself driving anytime soon ((:

I guess i'll be sleeping early tonite, driving tmr.

Goodnyte people ((:

2010-06-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today was my second day on the dreaded unicycle. I must tell u this, i never perspired as much as riding a bicycle. wait, i told u that on the previous post (i think). Anyway, things are looking well. I was able to pedal for like a meter today. HAH. its kinna pathetic but hey, it still counts as a progress. From wobbling all over the place to being able to actually sit on it comfortably and now i'm moving for 1 meter!! Hopefully the next time i'm on it, i'll go further. Say maybe 2 meter?

Goodnyte ((:

2010-06-06T09:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my new toy arrived!! my unicycle. I swear i have never perspired so much learning something new. Getting on it was already a chore. I finally got the hang of it like after an hr. BUT i couldnt pedal forward. I'll give myself abt a week to get the hang of things. Hopefully i'll be able to ride to east coast park soon. (:

2010-06-03T21:28:00.001+08:00

Rawrr!! i asked for my unicycle to be delivered tmr and yet they delivered it today wen nobody is at home. what is wrong with them. gosh! now i have to wait till sat to get my hands on it.

2010-05-30T06:14:00.002+08:00

I'm been procrastinating all these while. So.....I'm gonna update this blog every week with my progress. As u can see from the pic..i've already hit 70.. I used to be a 60ish. So thats gonna be my aim. Wish me luck! ((:

2010-05-21T21:46:00.004+08:00

Today was definitely not my day. Some people just dont have the decency to inform earlier. I'm pretty use to being aeroplane by now but this is definitely has gone to a new level. I was only a few bus stop before reaching the destination only to find out by my own accord that i've been aeroplane. I still prolly would close an eye if say i was half way thru the journey and receive the news from the person itself. But hey, shit happened.

I'm going off to bed. Hopefully tommorow's a better day. maybe the stewardess will cheer me up a little.

2010-05-15T02:16:00.002+08:00

Its 2am in the morning and i'm wide awake. Pretty rare if u ask me. I've been sleeping rather early for the past few mths. Is something in my mind? well, maybe. I'm not sure of it either.

Its kinna vague i suppose.I'm talking about my life. Until, i step out of NS i would never really know how to really survive in the vicious world. I guess, my main concern is landing a job. Never had i been so worried, i suppose its time. Its make or break time.

2010-05-10T05:35:00.002+08:00

gosh, pool politics is like war. but oh well,none of my business. wanna piece of my 2 cents? Fark with the people, the one managing AND the team members. You're there to play pool,you joined because you're interested in pool,you're there because you wanted to improve and learn something new. So if u've achieve all those while being in the team then dun give a fark about why and how or who is running the show. Thats their job so let it be their burden. They're a pain in the ass? so be it, you're there for the pool not that person.

I've always believe in accepting a person for who that person is. So if you think u cant understand their bad traits. Then dont talk to them. Nobody's forcing you.

I've mentioned time and time again, pool is never a team game. How they run the show is none of your business. If the team has to resort to closing down because of the management then they are solely to be blamed. I would only leave a particular pool team if they cant meet the basic needs ie to provide training and a table to train on.

my worthless 2cents.

2010-05-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

Havnt blogged in a long time.

Anyway, i've had this thought of quitting pool for good. When i say quit meaning quit from being competitive. Somehow doing it seems tough, everytime i go down for a session. It seems as though i still have what it takes to go far but time doesnt seem to be on my side. Oh well, will give it more thought.

A few people have been asking about my driving progress. As u can see i'm still alive =D i didnt crash into someone or get crashed YET. So things have been doing fine just that i tend to have that slight impatience. Whatever it is, i have a test to face on July. Time seems to fly, one moment i was struggling,getting the car to more smoothly and not jerk like some run down truck, before you knew it i'm driving with my instructor beside me reading newspaper. hehe. Hopefully, i can pass the dreaded TP test before Hari Raya arrives (:

ORD is also getting close ((: a couple of months away. I can almost smell it. Hopefully, i can land myself a decent paying job by the time i finish my NS. Not hoping for anything huge but atleast a job for a start. Study will prolly come later. How i wish i was born with a silver spoon in hand. Thats beside the point.

I'm not gonna mention anything too deep about myself. well,maybe not on this particular blog. That inner part, I'll save it for the right person. I'm waiting. (:

2010-04-11T13:43:00.001+08:00

I shall self declare myself addicted to online shopping..hahah..Currently i have 3 shipments pending..hehe..i think i might need to slow down abit on these,it might just be a lil too much for my pocket to handle.

I'm lazy to think of what to blog. adios ppl.

2010-04-01T17:52:00.003+08:00

Is there another person also hitting on her? or issit just her low self esteem? All i got was a thank you after asking her if she was alright. Could it be she was talking about me? Is she waiting for me to tell her tt i do indeed have a thing for her? How do i do that in malay?? haha

2010-03-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

Confused..Where is this leading? It has rotated too many a time. Can i still face the music?

2010-03-05T15:33:00.002+08:00

Where are they? Am i the forgotten one? am i the one whom they invite only when they bump into?

Atleast i got God by my side (:

2010-02-28T01:25:00.002+08:00

I'm going through a huge change. Hopefully, i would be able to pull it off.

2010-02-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

Its been some time since i updated..anyway.......

Had a few hrs of pool yesterday at GF. Well i wasnt expecting a stellar performance but i think i more or less still have it. but now playing 4hrs straight is one heck of an exercise!! hahaha..but it was fun.

But i spent wee bit too much..it costed me 27 bucks for table table time. i took cab home and i took cab going there. All in all i spent abt 60 bucks just one pool session. Geez. Maybe next time i'll just play somewhere near my place. At least that way if i do go home late it wont be that big of a pinch on my pocket.

Driving prac has been slow lately due to the cny. Hopefully, i'll get more lessons soon.

toodles (:

2010-01-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

I think inoe why now I kinna dislike going to gf to play pool.. The politics der and the hatred among team..oh well, I'll prolly visit der soon..I think.

2010-01-27T14:12:00.003+08:00

Its been sometime since i last blogged. I've been rahter busy lately. Weekdays is either work or driving lessons and weekends well lets just say i dont get lots of it. Even if i do, i'll prolly be out playing pool somewhere near my place or rotting at home.

Driving lesson has been going pretty smoothly. Since he says he'll be free after this week, i'll most likely chiong next week. Works pretty mundane. Nothing to talk abt there. I'm just counting days to my ord date.

My bitchy side of me has also some what toned down a lil. Except for this little fren of mine who is rather irritating. Somehow or rather the time she contacts me would be the time that i'll be busy and wont notice the calls. When i get back to that person, i would get no reply AT ALL. Not even the slightest attempt to lie to me as to why no reply was made. I'll be okay if this was a once in a blue moon thing. But every single time? To date, i have not spoken nor receive any text from her. Its been going on for about a month?

oh well..that aside i need to focus on my driving. Cant seem to start off from a stop fast enough. Shall see what happens next lesson.

toodles (:

2010-01-12T20:31:00.001+08:00

Today my only proper lunch was a hotcake sausage meal from McDonald. Had Bread and ice cream for lunch and now contemplating if i should go out and get food for dinner.Yes, its way past dinenr time.

Fret not for ATLEAST i passed my FTT!! woot!! Now its on to driving shit..yeah man..now where did i put that instructors no. heheh..

Toodles (:

2009-12-27T22:52:00.001+08:00

I became a punching bag.

2009-12-22T09:52:00.002+08:00

I helped this young local lady yday at work cause she took the wrong back out of transit and i had to escort her back in. Me being the genlteamn policeman (haha!) decided to help her carry it as it seems rather heavy. AND YES IT WAS FREAKING HEAVY!! i think my arm almost came off its socket. Making things worst is that the sore is still with me even after a day of rest.

BUT atleast i helped someone who is in need. just what a poilice officer shud do. HAHA!

toodles (:

2009-12-20T09:19:00.003+08:00

Its the morning and my ear is in pain. Not externally but internal. It hurts to even swallow my saliva. wanted to head down to the doc but i guess today is just not my day. Its a sunday so i understand that some may be closed but i knew for sure that one of them is open for half a day today. So i walked towards the clinic and i saw a paper stuck up on the glass door. I knew its disaster once i saw that piece of paper. My feelings were right, they were closed from yesterday till today. What luck.

i think its probably some inflammation or something.

2009-12-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

Today was quite a happy day. Went to collect my phone from the service centre at East Point in the afternoon (kudos to quick service) and had lunch there as well. Den i head straight to vivocity for a lil shopping trip. For once i actually knew where i one to get something. Usually it'll be walking the whole mall before i decide on one. haha.

So i got myself a smexy shoe from aldo.

Woo hoo!! (:

toodles (:

2009-12-18T12:25:00.002+08:00

Well well...life's full of up and down aint it? One moment i was happily shopping another moment my phone broke down. Gah!

Anyway, dropped by East Point today to send my phone off to the hospital. No, not CGH but the Sony Ericsson Service Center. Well apparently, it will take them about 3-5 days to repair it. Oh, the lady said something that shocked me a lil tho. She said that my phone has been in contact with water. So there i was recalling every single watery moments of my phone and Poof!! i remembered one.

It was a Friday, just like today. I went to the Mosque for my Friday prayer and on the way back it started pouring. The Mosque is near my house so usually i walk back home. Silly me was talking on the phone with a friend of mine in the rain. You know how guys are supposedly bad at multi-tasking? Here's one good example. So i was talking AND walking. Not exactly a good combination especially in a rainy weather and worn out slippers. I fell. My phone slipped off my hand and dropped into a puddle of water.

So thats how water manage to get into the phone. Maybe shopping on the weekends will make me feel better. AHAH

toodles (:

2009-12-12T10:32:00.002+08:00

I dunno how many people read this blog but i doubt there's much. So i'll spill.

Its weird but i had a dream of someone, yesterday night. Obviously its a she. My ex. Weird thing is, we're in good terms. Holding hand walking around somewhere( i cant exactly see the place well ). Then, we left home and i took a look at her blog, it wasnt private anymore. Then i woke up. Any dream reader here? hehe

Anyway, i'm rather busy this month so i dont think i'll be getting much pool. haiz.

So. What do you wake up in the morning for?

(:

2009-12-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

Woo...no pool for quite some time now. I think i might just head down this saturday.

i have nothing to blog about actually. Everyone is busy with exams crawling on them. So i got to wait till they finish den maybe they'll be free to go out or something.

oh wells..tts all for now..

toodles (:

2009-12-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

Cleared my btt despite my splitting headache! RAWRR!!

ahhaa..one step closer. one at a time baby...

Anyway, i pulled out myself from the upcoming compy coz i cant play on the finals so i dont see a point in joining it. But thats okay, many more are coming. For the first time in my life, i actually can place pool second in my life. I just dont have the time to train, so i dont think i can max my potential. So i'll just take it as a hobby for now.

This month there'll be less leave for me. Kinna finish up most of the leave early in the year. I'm working on christmas. But am free on new year eve. I dont think i'll be celebrating it tho. even if i do, it'll be shopping. hehe. Anyone interested to go shopping on the 19th??!!!

toodles (:

2009-11-24T09:43:00.002+08:00

ALOT of fun stuff happened after the previous post!

For a start i finally enrolled my self for my licence. Den me and my guys went to watch 2012 which was hillarious at one point cause all 5 of us actually teared almost at the same time. It wasnt the tearing that was funny but more of how each one of us tried to protect their ego over the tearing incident. HAHA.

Went around the east side on their bikes looking for some psp stuff and slippers i think. The weekend i went down to GF to get a look at the new tables which has been tightened and had a change of cloth. Looks good but i didnt had a go on them. Instead went there to kick phillip's ass, hahaha. He had this special table which he claim nobody has beaten him on it yet. Well, i did the unthinkable! Won him both on 9ball and on his game 8 ball. LOL.

Today i might be going out with my bestie. Although i'm feeling rather lazy. I MIGHT just call it off. Shall see how. Cant wait to play at PF3 this coming sunday!!

Toodles (:

2009-11-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Well well. Today, there WAS suppose to be some big celebration with the RP peeps. Some November babies thingy but the planner decided to change plans and bring it forward to Thursday instead. So there i was at gf playing pool again. Was playing a super cheap guard session with ryan.sino and yi xiang (sp?). We're playing like 10,20,30 cents, LOL. I was up for a while but kinna got tired thru the whole ordeal and my surplus dropped to 30cents. HAHA

Got a surprise call from samantha though. Apparently, somebody is looking for a game with me. The whole pool scene seems to know about this guy though. Watever it is, i'm not that keen. If i lose or win the game, it doesnt prove anything. Cause i always come out with reason/excuses for my lost. HEHE. So no matter wat. I'm a winner at heart. =P

2 weeks time, I'll be playing in some PF competition that Phillip sort of organised with some dunno wat club. Bad thing is, it'll be right after work. The second bad thing, i have not much table time to spend on. Third bad thing , i dont even know what format are they playing, race to what gosh. So many missing details. Hopefully my eyes are able to open on that day. HAHA

Toodles (:

2009-11-14T09:22:00.002+08:00

Afew more days an APEC is over!! cant wait for that to happen. All this extra security here and there is making my job a lil more tougher than usual. Got to always be alert for any senior officer walking around.

NS has been very kind to me so far. We just got ourselves pay increment, although its not for everyone i'm grateful that atleast it affects me.hahahaha. No lah, atleast we are being appreciated in a sense that we spend 2 years of our life doing this when we could actually be doing so much more. The increment may not be sufficient to replace those years but i appreciate it.

Yesterday had a blast of a day. Played pool over at GF and ended up with a 2 ice cream profit. HAHA. It was a very late comeback but not too late. I figured something about my game and it helped me a whole lot. Manage to snatch one break clear from alywin tan. Overall, i think i played rather well.

Today, i'm not sure where i'm heading. I could go down to gf to play but the RP's are there training so it could be rather congested. Altho i do need the time to train and everything i have quite few things in my mind right now. I believe i made some calculation error, i seem to be running out of cash faster than i thought, thats after deducting from the "would be" expenditure of course. Hopefully, i get to win some competition and MAYBE it'll top tt calculation error.LOL

toodles (:

2009-11-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

Had a blast of a time yesterday playing pool. Although i havnt played for quite a while, i didnt seem to lose any of it. Made a few great shots too.

Today, i decided to rot at home. Since my effort to contact brandon on msn failed i gave the idea of heading down to spgg a no go. Den i was suppose to help a fren out with his comp but decided to just guide him over msn. Miraculously, it worked. Had the thought of baking brownie but my lazy legs thought otherwise.

Here, i am stuck in my chair with a rather swollen eye. hopefully, just hopefully everything will be alright by tmr. if not, i might just have to get myself an mc =P

toodles(:

2009-11-06T15:22:00.002+08:00

Was suppose to go and play soccer today BUT ended up with too little people free enuf to play soooooo....i'm stuck here at home. Was thinking of going gf to hit some balls but.....the weather is a lil too nice to let it go wasted like tt..maybe i'll go for a run later or sumting..

Yesterday was about to leave house to go gf but decided against it since someone i was suppose to meet was in an angry mood and i didnt wanna go der to get scolded for no apparent reason. Ended up meeting a fren of mine for dinner and left for home after that.

i've been giving some thoughts abt pool lately. I dont know if i have the passion to drive me further. No doubt i love the game but i've found something in life that are much more worth trying to achieve. I might put pool at the back of my head for the time being. I've got so much things i wanna do that i just might have to do tt.

toodles (:

2009-11-04T11:17:00.002+08:00

The blading lesson didnt happen. It rained. ahha..it okay though,they'll be other days that i could try that thing out.

Didnt do much these few days, havnt played pool for a while. Most of the time i'm at home rotting or crapping with xm. cant wait to get my pay this month, den i can start on my driving lesson! hopefully i'll clear it by the july/august. i know its quite fast but i'm determine to get it done.

OH OH OH!! i finally figured out how to get my ibanking to work!! called the customer service person and she patiently guided me through it. and now, i have a savings acct where they will deduct a sum of money from my acct on the 14th of every mth. Finally, something tt will force me to save..haha

This fri gonna be a so called gathering...a soccer gathering..its been some time since i met them..i miss you guys!!

toodles (:

2009-11-02T07:51:00.003+08:00

The truth revealed itself to me the last few days. Yes, it hurt me alil for the first half of the day but after that i feel so much better knowing about it.

Work has never been so stress. With the APEC around the corner, alot of the senior officers are going down on the ground ensuring everything is in place. Having a useless partner the other day definitely didnt help, i totally had no confidence leaving him alone while i take a nap.

Anyway, today if weather permits i'm gonna learn how to rollerblade! hahah..Finally i found someone who actually can blade and teach me the ropes of it. Yesterday, i had fun being an uncle. I had $140 worth of voucher so i spent like $80 at Giant Supermarket on toiletries and some food.

Hopefully today the weather is nice and cold..

toodles (:

2009-10-29T19:14:00.002+08:00

What a tiring day!! Had a jog early in the morning. In the afternoon went to Sakura @ E!hub with my colleagues. Then, it was bowling time! Played 3 frames, my legs are all weak from the bowling. it took me awhile to get my "form" but i manage to get a high score of 129. hahaha. Went straight home after that. Thanks to my buddy i was fetched and sent back home on his bike.

yesterday, i was suppose to go Qshop but something happened and i had to cancel it. Reason? My sis borrowed my key without letting me know, so there i was at home, stranded. By the time she reached home, it was about 7pm.

Tommorow i'll be receiving a certificate for my promotion from a corporal to a sargeant from my commander. There's no formal parade or watever shit but its kinna nice receiving the cert. Hopefully,tmr i get a good deployment.

Toodles (:

2009-10-28T16:32:00.002+08:00

Work has been pretty mundane, as usual doing wat i do best, nothing.

This 2 days, nothing major really happened. My upcoming days are quite interesting tho, will be having a lunch buffet with my colleagues at sakura @ downtown east and a bowling session after tt. The best part, its all paid for! And the next 2 weeks after tmr will be hell. APEC is coming people! that means alot of big shots roaming around. I dont feel exactly pressured cause i'm not involved in it but should there be any major things happening *touch wood* i definitely be one of the few deployed.

Gonna head down to Qshop today, helping a friend choose a cue or more like a test testt see see look look kinna thing. I have no real purpose to go there to be honest but its okay, its been sometime since i went there either way. Oh yah, Yesterady i had like 4 people asking me whether i was going gf. hehe. Usually nobody cares if i go down or not. =P

I've created myself a set of targets to achieve! Although its all long term targets but its a start. I wanna feel secure by the age of 25. Growing old really puts alot of shit in ur head. Whether i will have enuf money to get married (if i can find a partner tt is..hehe), whether i can afford to get a car, whether i'll be able to in one way or another support my parents, do i want to further my studies, if yes where do i get the money. All these has never really stood out in my mind before. I suppose the stone-ing moments at work do bring out something. haha.

Toodles (:

2009-10-25T13:11:00.003+08:00

Yday's dinner was crappy but filled with memories. We were planning to have swensens but it was packed so we decided to go for fig and olive instead den rui xiang took out a pizza hut coupon den we decided maybe we shud go for pizza hut. HAHA. When we did finally reach pizza hut, it was closed for dine in!! wth! So end up we ordered for take away and ate outside of harbour front. We payed abt 50 bucks for pizza hut and wasnt even eating on a proper table nor chairs! haha..

But it was fun. Sandra mentioned about how we cud get so frustrated over deciding where to eat when we go out coz rx will always bring up the money to serving size ratio thing up. HEHE. Overall,it was kinna fun.

Earlier in the day, played pool with the lawyers. Was invited to play with the rp peeps coz phillip wasnt der BUT there are like atleast 4 ppl per table! so i decided to be nice lah, i didnt pay for their table anyway mah, cant possibly i take advantage of this situation. ANYWAY, played with alywin the whole day, played with hadi once. Aylwin is such a sore loser lah! Yes, i agree that he gave in during our 9 ball match, but but wah lao!!! hahaha..I had fun overall. =)

Toodles (:

2009-10-23T10:26:00.003+08:00

Well well well..i played my best during the compy but i didnt get thru..haha..Reached the finals of the winner side and was up 4-0 only to be let down by a change of tactic from my opponent. I was making shots many thought impossible. BUT he played better. He decided to play a safer game and was hiding everytime he thinks a particular shot was too tough. I on the other hand was thinking i'm the champ and i could make any shots and attempted all the tough shots he presented me with. TADA! recipe for disaster. haha.

But coach was nice enough to put me in the lime light and say that i'm one of the favourites to qualify. HEHE. well the way he structured the paragraph in Poolfanatic was very encouraging in a sense. Makes me wanna try harder. Thank you!

I'll be going to GF tomorrow. But very likely i'll be der to take naps. ahha! Found someone from RP Pool Team who actually stays nearby me like a few blocks away so i'll be heading down with that person. Den still got Sandra's simple dinner with me and sino and rx after that. It'll be one tiring day.

I think i shall sleep more during work later den!

toodles (:

2009-10-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today has been a very wasted day. Was suppose to meet syikin and brandon at spgg but they had other plans. I was supposed to meet a fren of mine for lunch but i was very tired and was feeling kinna down over something. Cancelled that idea and stayed at home instead.

Tommorow i better perform for my competition. Hopefully i have all the luck in the world tmr. HAHAHA. I think i'm gonna head there a lil early just to suck into the atmosphere. Get use to the "noise" at the place and air there. I think it might help. I'm gonna warm up early and just chill after that. Maybe a quick nap. hehe. I have no clue who'se playing tmr but hopefully i go through them easily.

Toodles (:

2009-10-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

Ignorance is bliss..

2009-10-17T07:27:00.002+08:00

This week is one hell of a week! i've been busy with so many things tt i had to even sacrifice alil of training hrs..

Went to cut hair, grocery shopping,running, pool, hanging out with my colleagues..gosh!
Yesterday my and my colleague went to catch a movie, pandorum, not my kinna show but it was quite interesting. Its nt exactly very action pack, more of playing around with sounds to kinna scare us. There was this person behind keep on kicking on the chair everytime the scary part came up..hahah! as annoying as it gets its kinna funny..

Had dinner at tampines, one of the coffee shop. Tried something rather new, WET mee goreng. Its kinna gravy-ish and its nice! Chatted a while before my friend sent me home.

The week has been rather fulfilling, its kinna fun. For the very first time after so long, i actually hang out around my area. Going to tampiness mall, haircut at one of those salon at the void deck. Having a fren hu actually bothers to pick me up just to go out and have fun.

Oh yah, i was on my fren's bike otw home wen i saw a bangla happily singing. Den my crazy mind started think. A bangla with a pay so miserable, a work so physically challenging and far away from family members can happily sing and enjoy life while many around him (singaporean) are complaining about so many things when they have everything the bangla doesnt. What does the bangla have that makes him so cheerful even in his current state of life?

2009-10-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

my back is hurting!!

2009-10-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

Had IPPT in the morning..Imrpoved my timing on 2.4kn run! hahaha..

But! i sprained my neck..ugh! How to play pool!!! damn it..

I think i'm gonna give philip a nice surprise by dropping by today..hmmm..

2009-10-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

This has got be to my busiest week yet! Soccer,running at Bedok Reservoir, HK-mp5 Shooting, Raya outing with my colleagues, Sending brother off to Aussie, Fixing Sandra computer,Preparing for upcoming 9 ball compy. Uber tired!

I have yet to start on sandra computer, she's been bugging me since god knows when. haha. I'll get it done maybe by today.Hopefully.

2009-09-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today was a super tiring day!! Woke up early to go for my IPPT (NAPFA test ). GOSH! i had no idea my fitness dropped like crazy..was even struggling to get 40 sit ups..lol..I ran like a turtle..completed the 2.4km run in like 15min 30 secs..HAHAHHA

I think i'm gonna start running and try keep myself healthy..haha..oh yah, bills came today..it hit 120..lol..i expecting it..gotto be a bit more careful now..All the sudden happenings..urgh! i need my SGT rank quick..only then will all thing be a bit more relax..

Anyway, i got a compy this sunday..hopefully, my arms and watever shit all stops aching by then..need them on tt day..i need to win tt first place..ahaha..I played rather okay the past few days..hopefully it carries on during tt day..

URgh..i got to get ready for work now..

see you peeps around..

toodles~

2009-09-03T06:52:00.002+08:00

Life has been wonderful for me thses past few days. So many things i wanna say but not sure if its time to tell.

Anyway, i'm feeling like shit here early in the morning. Not because of the fact that i need to go to work but rather the fact that i've had only 3hr of sleep over the course of 2 days. i really need my sleep. Tonight i've got stuff to attend and i'll most probably go off late. to top it all off, I have work the next day. This means i have to wake up like at 430am in the morning. i foresee having prolly 2-3hrs of sleep tonight. I'll only be having my complete full rest tomorrow night.

Well, i can grumble all i want but nvm. I'll see if i can catch any sleep later at work. If i dont, I'll be a walking zombie soon.

Half dead wan.

2009-08-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

Went down to spgg today..for the last time..i think..was surprised some old man decided to break the news of my so called improvement..basket..there goes my plan of going low profile..hahaha..things have been great i suppose..with pool atleast..as much i would love to not impose fear to the younger players..i just cant..the more i try not to pot..the more i will..haha

Actually todays trip down was a bit of a let down. didnt get much out of pool today..just some pots..i enjoy talking to phillip more than playing i think..we just have too many crazy idea..ahahha..

Aiya, forget about pool. Tmr still got a stupid "course" to go..bahh..waste time..if it ends early...i MIGHT head down to GF for some table time..but very unlikely..

someone's changing..hmmmm

2009-08-23T22:14:00.002+08:00

It gets kinna boring when nobody updates their blog...so i shall be nice and write something stupid and totally random for whoever tt wishes to read...

Okay...lets see...oh yah, i had weird dreams lately..not tt its bad just weird...
On 2 diff occasion i dreamt i was dating a good looking girl..ahhahai wonder who..lol
strange thing is, it always ends wen its about to reach a climax.damn!

Its been only 2 days since i last played pool..but i'm already missing the sound of balls hitting the back of the pocket..thinking of going GF but...i dunno who else is willing to go der with me..since most of them are busy with exams and stuff..I wanna play pool! maybe bernie is free...hmmm..

Crap, i got nothing interesting to post leh..forget it lah..i give up, hahah..

miaow!

2009-08-22T05:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, marks the end of spgg life. The coach is moving to a diff place. I have a great gut feeling that the team will crumble. With the kind of leadership in the team, i'll give it at most one week once all exams are over. By then, the team will be forced to leave the club.

Yesterday also marks the beginning of fasting! Today(saturday) is the first day. Luckily, my room is in a mess, so i have lots of stuff to do if i were to be at home all day. As with all years, i shouldnt have any prob going through it.

2009-08-20T17:32:00.006+08:00

Since i'm the pool mood..well, i decided to take a pic of my play cue..Actually to be honest i havnt taken ANY photo of my cues before..haha..i guess i was too engrossed in playing rather than the cue itself..my pool kakis would noe how "well" i treat my cues..hahaha! they get disciplined if they misbehave..haha

Okay..the pictures arent exactly great but its viewable..I'm using a hp camera to take it anyway..so dont complain!

The first cue is my first ever cue...i decided to retire it after winning my one and only competition with it..haha! it maybe the ugliest and worthless piece of wood but it went thru alot with me..

The bottom cue is wat i'm currently using..i got it off second hand, and its playing well with me..so far had 2 victories using this..the recent one being the 8 ball compy at GF..Again its not the prettiest..lots of scratches and dings..but it pot balls..so it doesnt matter lah..i swear i cant play with a pretty cue..i'll make it ugly somehow..haha

2009-08-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

I had a break clear today AND yesterday..i guess that speaks volume of my improvement or lack thereof..but i'm definitely please with my recent "form". I've heard praises but now is definitely nt the time to get big headed. I need more exposure, like battle scars or something like tt. I'm like trained hunter but with no deer heard or tiger skin to show off. HAHA..me and my stupid analogy..

Anyway! life has been fun recently..shopping,pooling,movie,pooling,working,pooling,eating,pooling. Soon one of the item listed will be removed. EATING! fasting month is nearing, that means no lunch. atleast i can save some cash on tt.

may more break clear come..=P

2009-08-10T11:14:00.002+08:00

Well, well...i actually managed to reach the finals of yesterday competition! Only to be dissapointed with chew ming to lazy to play with hadi for the spot in the finals. End up, we split the cash with me taking the bigger pot..

I was surprised at my performance actually, i did somewhat horrendous during my round robin stage. Then things took a change, i was suddenly potting uncontrollably. In the pre quaters i met a rather slow player, i started becoming impatien and made a few huge error which let him gets 2 rack. Quaters i met someone whom i lost during the round robin stages, this time round i kicked his ass and won him without losing a single rack. Semis i met an old rival,an old friend. Before the game started he commented on my game improvement and i did not dissapoint him of my performance either. I was playing lights out. But there was something about local players playing 8ball. There's this weakness i see among the players der, i shall nt reveal it and use it to my advantage..haha

2009-08-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Jus finish watching harry potter...everyone i know seems to say its boring but i beg differ..well, unless u dont follow the whole story, u wont understand it..its nt a fairy tale ending cause there's more coming..and i find it rather intriguing waiting for the next one..

ok..enuf about potter and his friends already..I'm going for a pool competition on national day but prob is..it'll be right after work..The huge issue is..can my eyes go thru this torture..Tho history has proven that i play better when i'm tired...i wonder if it'll repeat itself..

work tmr..gah!

2009-08-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

Finished in top 8..only to be beaten by another module 3 student..ryan..

Playing with those who have somewhat master module 3 is a pain in the ass..its kinna tough to play safe on them..haha..this includes me of course..nevertheless, i think i played quite well..

Working tmr..sian..but doesnt matter lah..

I dont i'll be heading to spgg anytime soon..my off days doesnt seem to land on weeks days..actually it does but only on the second day and i hate going on tt day coz the next day i'll be working..

I'm thinking of picking up chi...anybody wanna go with me? or tutor me? hahah

2009-07-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

I did a break clear on ben yesterday..i came close to one break clear today..hmmm..i have a feeling tt my peak is coming real soon..

watch out..=P

2009-07-25T11:59:00.002+08:00

I was on my way back home from spgg last night when i bumped into a couple of my ssecondary sch mates..havnt seen for quite a while..and the first comment i received from them was.." Kau makin tembam eh?" Direct translation "u're getting chubbier eh?" . Ok i can look at it in a positive way and think that i'm no longer that skinny..but i got ippt (similar to napfa test) in the coming months!! gosh i wonder if i can run..haha

Anyway, today there's the spgg open house. I wonder what crap they'll pull out this time..I'm more interested in having fun today..so they'll prolly see the hyper side of me..although may have seen me in that state during fun guard sessions at spgg..nothing serious just playing for cents..lol

I'm kinna in a lazy state now, so i'm gonna post future stuff in here as well.. Tmr i have a compy at GF which is freaking far and i have to wake up early and reach der by 11!! Den tues i'll most likely go down classic to play pool with ming wei and maybe bernie if she's free..mon and wed are my free days, so i dunno wat will happen on those days..and i'll be back to work on thurs..nice way to spend the week..

I have yet to catch Harry Potter!! hopefully it will happen during my visit to the zoo on 2nd Aug..I will make them watch!! ahha..

2009-07-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

For a moment i thought i had been cured. I believed i was. I was wrong.

From the day i stepped in NS i never cabbed for the sake of cabbing. I cabbed because i was late, Or had to get somewhere quick. But the virus is back. Thanks to not sino but BERNIE!! Urgh!! I took the first cab ride from marine parade to home after a pool session. After that it spiralled into something bad. Cabbed to jurong point, to sch, back home. Gosh, i have to cure myseklf a gain..I MUST!! haaha

2009-07-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

Oh noes!! i'm stuck to a drama once again..haha..thanks to bernbern..but its nice..for once i find korean drama nt draggy..

Today, hit a couple of balls at classic..Its more fun..coz the pockets are much more forgiving than spgg..alil mroe confident..but its nt humungous also..so its kinna nice..was actually in the midst of break clearing 2 in a row..but i decided nt too..since i was there to supposedly iron out a friends fundamentals in pool..i dont think i tot her much..but hopefully it helps..

I'm thinking of getting tuna for tmr's breakfast..hmmmm

2009-07-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

Has been a hectic week..didnt even had the time to do a quiz on facebook which i have been invited..urgh..its been work,sleep,work,sleep...

Today had a lil spare time..hit a couple of balls with ming wei and bernie..its been ages since i last saw her..she still in pretty decent shape just need to work out alil on the stroke..

Tmr is work again..gosh! i think i better sleep early tonight..but havnt had my dinner..and! theres nothing to eat at home..haiz..talk about bulking...

I'm gonna go binching tmr..gonna eat till i drop..haha

2009-07-06T05:49:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

I had a couple of minutes to day dream today. i was wondering what would happen IF i were to contact her. Her as in Jennie. Of course i would day dream about the good stuff right but i wonder if what i day dream about can come true. Should i even give it a try?

Again, today i submerge myself in pool videos, looking at interesting shots that i could learn from. I cant say that i learnt alot until i go down to the table and hit some balls but its better den sitting around doing nothing. I got to get myself in touch with pool in one way or another.

I kinna miss writing bedtime story. Well,since the previous bedtime story i sent her wasnt really accepted in a nice way, i shall do it in blog then. Anyway, not alot of people actually reads it so it doesnt matter.

Once upon a time, there lived a brown bear who loves eating chocolate. He wasnt like this previously until he broke up with his girlfriend, the monkey. Apparently, the monkey was playful and wasnt serious about the relationship. The bear then started binging on chocolates which he found by savaging through the human's bin. Soon, he became addicted to it.

This lonely bear lives in a place unlike any bear. This bear lives up high in a tree which is the reason why he got himself a monkey girfriend. Every night after returning home from getting the chocolates, he would climb up to his tree house and go to bed.

Day in, day out, he continues this routine. After 2 month of eating chocolates he started to gain quite a few pounds of weight. But still he continues going up the tree house, struggling. By the 4th month, he was already panting going to his tree house, let alone climbing up. By the 5th month? The tree he was living in, split midway while he was sleeping and he falls down hard with a loud THUD!

By then, he was too heavy and lazy to even walk to the bin to get his chocolates. Not only is he hungry, he also dont have a place to sleep. He cant fall asleep sleeping in a cave as he loves counting stars in the dark sky before sleeping. He cant possibly sleep on the cold hard ground as it is..cold.

One day, he met a horse passing by. The bear looked at the horse and asked " Do you have any food with you? i havn't eaten for days". The horse looked at him and said " well, sure! you can have my carrot." The bear turned his head away in disgust. The horse told him the benefits of carrot and that it doesnt taste that bad at all. The bear took a bite and was not impressed.

The horse noticed that the bear was in a bad condition, so he decided to help. He promised the bear that if he were to follow him, he could bring the bear to a place wear he dont even have to walk to get his chocolates. BUT only if the bear agree to the horse's ABC. A is to not argue, B is to not bargain and C is to not complain. The bear agreed.

Unknown to the bear, the horse has tricked him into a weight loss session. The horse wanted to bring him back to shape. He made the bear run, eat carrots and sleep early for one whole month. After a month of hiking and searching for that chocolate heaven, the horse revealed his true intention.

The bear was furious! He was going to pounce on the horse but he stopped in time. He looked at the horse and gave him a hug instead. The bear was thankful that he met Horse. Now, he still lives at the tree house which he rebuild but he eates vegetables and other plantations. He also gives chase to human beings once in a while just to get some exercise.

The horse, he still meet up with the bear for runs by the lake. And they live happily ever after.

Moral of story: Dont eat chocolate too much and exercise is a must.

HAHA..kinna stupid but hilarious story nevertheless.

2009-06-26T20:57:00.001+08:00

I really need to get myself a reading material or something..maybe heading to the library is a good idea..People just dont update their blogs regularly so that definitely is not a source of reading material. Anyway, enough ranting, lets talk about today.

I confined myself to my room today, soaking in all the pool videos i have..Trying to get in the mood..haha..

Night is freaking humid!! i'm actually perspiring..gah!

2009-06-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

One of the few things that keep running in my head right now is whether i should join national ranking..I mean i am quite ready but lack the table time.

decisions decisions! i bet if ming wei is beside me i'll be f-ed for even thinking about this. I mean he would expect me to give a definite yes. but too bad i dont have him to psyche me up..haha

2009-06-24T06:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i was asked a big qn. Am i ready for national ranking? I am but i havnt been in the scene for so long, i have no clue what am i up against. I gotto prepare for the worst.

Anyway, played so many races yesterday. Played 2 race to 9 with luqman, both i won with quite a margin. Played against phillip race to 7, it was obvious he was giving in but manage to struggle a win. Played 2 race to 5 with luqman, won both match but this time the score was closer as i got tired by that time.Lastly a race to 5 with yi xiang, won by a margin just because of his mistake. One crazy day i must say.

2009-06-23T09:16:00.002+08:00

Went to spgg yesterday afternoon. It was great, i'm like recovering from a deep sleep. Finally i recall certain shots, as in some shots require a little trick to get them in the pockets.

Gonna head down der again soon. Anyone wanna go watch transformer with me?! haha..i always have this thought that maybe just maybe, tranny existed because of transformer..ahhah..maybe as a boy watched transformer and he had an ambition to be like those robots. TADA!! his wish became true!

Nah, i have no issues against them. Infact i like mixing around with funny,quirky people. Its kinna fun to meet someone different once in a while. I know of this girl who dances ballet and listen to hardcore emo songs! coolest girl to date! not to date out but as in to date, date. haha..She's awesome,but i have no clue where the heck is she now. She's like the devil in me in a sense...ahah!! everytime i get pissed off with someone or anything, she'll give me a dosage of her cool song and rock my socks!! she bitches with me too..haha

I've been day dreaming about something...

2009-06-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

I went to work in the end..i suppose it teaches me to be responsible..it may be a stupid vocation..but work is a bo pian thing..if have to go..means have to go..oh well..

looking forward to next off day..

2009-06-20T02:29:00.002+08:00

Just got back home from a late movie with sino and mel.
Thinking of getting mc but i bet i'll get one heck of a nag from my mum if i do so..
She's too uptight to my liking, what to do.
I know comparing is bad, but she never seems to see me as an adult.Well, i dont behave like one in the first place but thats beside the point.

Yes i know i have to be abit more mature-ish and be responsible, doesnt mean i go out late one night i dont go to work the next day. But come one, cut the slack, i'm serving ns for goodness sake. Honestly, i see ns as more of a way to "promote" the job. I mean, u're like being brainwashed for 2 god damn years that thats the job for you. Quite a few of them actually went "hey, you know what, i dont mind doing this job"

I got a long way b4 i complete mine and i'm already feeling sick of it. Its an obligation but look, if u give me that 2 years, i'll prolly land myself a good job and probably a degree in between. Chances maybe small in finding myself a good paying job nowadays but atleast i'll have the motivation to work hard to get a promotion. Right now? I dont even give a piss of wats happening. If i do well, i'll prolly wont get targeted by my supervisor. Thats about all. Whats in it for me? NOTHING.

I use to be psycho-ed into believing that you only turn into a man when u went through NS,Bullshit. The only thing it taught me to do was how to wake up early and how to keep those belly away. I dont know about other vocation so much but as far as mine goes, workplace definitely doesnt resemble outside world. I have no datelines, no goals and the whole bunch of them is just trying to "eat snake".

My vocation should prolly be torn down and placed under other division. I mean seriously, its a waste of time. Might as well have cisco have that job.

2009-06-17T14:14:00.001+08:00

I got myself a pair of contact lenses!!

Okay, it may not be a biggie for a lot of people but i'm a freak when it comes to poking ur eyes.
Overall, its quite okay..alil discomfort putting on and removing but i suppose it'll go away once i get use to it. Now, all i need is to get use to the frequent removing and putting on thingy.

finally, all the fine details in this world i could see..ahhaha..no more squirming to see bus nos!!

2009-06-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

I decided to leave the words to myself...

2009-06-16T05:16:00.002+08:00

since somebody wants to noe wat she did wrong..i shall let her noe..reason being..i think i'm heartless enuf to do it..

Yesterday was the first time i came to spgg after a long while..honestly i dont see any change in anyone..except u..

Its as if u're trying to nt talk to anyone..I see phillip trying to get u into match with people but i dunno why it didnt happen..All i see yesterday was u playing a couple of matches den go for smokes den suddenly u're on ur lappy..

Yes they're avoiding u..for wat reason, i dunno..but they cant stop it if u want to talk to them can they?

If u think i'm two faced then so be it..i was too busy having races all day long..and yes i dont talk when i'm having races..i dont know whats ur expectation of the team towards u anyway..Life is always cruel..change it the way u want it..dont expect people to change it for u..

Phillip was definitely rather upset when u left saying that there's always no table for u..look whos the one not looking for one..Dont expect people to offer u a table..

2009-06-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

Yawning endlessly. THIS has got to be my worst week yet.

Its been effing boring this few days. work,home,sleep. Pretty much sums up my schedule.
I need to visit the pool hall soon. The pool withdrawal syndrome is way too much for me to handle.haha.

And to make things worst, my nose is a bitch. its leaking!! gah!

2009-06-11T20:46:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna get myself contact lenses!!! FINALLY!!!!

haha...gonna brave the poking of the eye thingy..ahha..

Atleast that way, i can finally enjoy beautiful views at the airport better =P
I wanna be able to pot my stupid pool game better oso, playing half blind is bad.haha

RAWR!!! gonna brave thru the poking eye!!

2009-06-10T20:26:00.001+08:00

Tired like anything.

Now where did i put my heart for pool?

2009-06-07T11:10:00.002+08:00

I think i'm winning the battle with the monster in stomach..its dying..i think..haha

2009-06-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

What a wasted trip to spgg today is..hah..was hoping to either meet either one of the 2 people i'm expecting...but neither one appeared..abish!!

Go away u monster inside my stomach!! ahhaa..irritating stomach ache..hope i dont wake up early in the morning bcoz of it..

2009-06-01T14:40:00.001+08:00

Finished watching one more taiwan drama! ahah..its called corner with love..its a 2007 show..lol..

Quite nice i would say..typical taiwan show..but still nice..ahha anyone wanna suggest another drama for me?

=P

2009-06-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

Played pool on saturday. somehow, i managed to only get back my form at the last few hrs of my day..ahha..but i rediscovered some shots which made me feel great..these were the shots i used to do ALOT last time but somehow didnt do it nowadays dunno due to wat..but it felt great doing it..

=)